The day was nothing special
just another birthday I suppose
I wasn't falling apart yet
Just a little uneasy as it goes
I may forget names, phone numbers or dates
But remember the password
For the forum on losing weight
My keys fall into voids
and places unknown
Like socks and favorite tops
That disappear on their own
Nail files, creams, lotions and things
Get found in the fridge freezer mixed with the greens
Canned goods in the trunk didn't go sour at least
Husband shakes his head though, afraid of the new beast
While driving to work I wonder if I left the garage door open
Then ask myself why is it that other drivers now behave like jerks?
My blood starts to boil as surrounding me now
Are tailgater's, cutter offers and speeders that forget
What to do at a 4 way stop
Black spidery things begin sprouting under my chin
A sudden intolerance to tonic and gin
What more awaits me as I creep up in years?
A TV commercial that leaves me in tears
Just found the watch I replaced months ago
In a pile of mail stashed under the couch
Books on health, growth and spirituality
Line my bookshelves as I search
At 5am, my spirit quizzes me on destiny and purpose
when before I slept in
What a journey it is as I start to accept
Confusion reigns now but humor gives release
Meditation, deep breathing and green tea give me peace
But patience and tolerance seem out of my reach
2 comments:
Excellent poem Gillian! I am so happy to see that you are writing your poetry - yeah - you are bloggin' too! Love you, Sis
Wow you both commented, soooooo exciting I am really having fun but may not post for a while as my inspiration comes in dribs and drabs like the many books I have started but not finished LOL
Love ya can't wait till next weekend to see you guys, will call you this week
G
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